I'm tired of being a correct. Watch every word. I constantly am afraid to say that something wrong, but it does not matter. No one is afraid to say something annoying to me. When I try to tell the truth, people are offended by it. Why? I do not know. I am running for friends with warm words for fear of losing them, but they are not afraid of losing me. Why can not we say about his attitude to me directly? I'm tired, I want to relax. Sit a couple of days alone (or with a friend who understands me) and do anything sensible. But this I can not do.